........... You know... I've been thinking about my situation of my web life as of late and I wish to share my feelings about what I think of it...

Well... In the beginning of my web life, I used to search every corner of the internet for a good web comic to read... But after taking a certain link on a web site I found a few years ago, I was whisked away to a place that changed my life forever: Lemmy's Land.

During my time on Lemmy's Land, I was able to share my creativity over the internet, gain some popularity from a small legion of fans, and make friends with P.T. Piranha and Crazy Koopa, two users from that site that have been on my side since Lemmy's Land! .......... Yes........ I had some really good times on that web site... Unfortunately, it all had to end once Todd the Boo helped me introduce me to a certain web site that changed my web life for the worse........ And due to various reasons I do not wish to share, I'm going to keep the name of the place unmentioned for now.

On that web site, I not only got a new opportunity to show my stuff on the web and got a little freedom from just using Mario related ideas, but I also got a few more things than I bargained for... Not only did a few rough users from that site and a she-demon of an admin took a "liking" to me, but also one person who I thought was my true friend, Crazy Koopa, betrayed me! ................ Well... In his defense, I was sort of the reason why he became a jerk since I did pretty much made his is cheesy comic my own comic and bad mouthed him a bit, so he certainly has a good reason to become my enemy... But for more than a year!? Wow! He's more persistent than me! ....... Anyway... To avoid any further conflicts and paying anymore serious prices, I deleted my account on the site and retreated to my deviant ART, which I created while I was still a user on the web site I left.

Anyway, I spent the rest of my time on the web here on this site. It's been going pretty well for me, but I did get served by Crazy's sister, Jester, after I bad mouthed Crazy Koopa when he didn't accept one of my multiple apologies to him, called me a loser with no life, and "discontinued" the new version of his comic.......... On top of that, I had a run in with a few familiar faces from the troubling web site I thought I left behind! ............ On the bright side, I was able to further improve my drawing skills during my time here, have more freedom to post whatever I want, and even find out I wasn't the only one who enjoys girl swelling! On top of that, this was also the place where two of my three major problems were soundly solved!

Over time, I found out that a certain admin is no longer an admin, so that's a big weight off my shoulders to know that she-beast will never have to mess with people anymore! ............. And while this did attract the attention of the users who made my web life miserable, everything worked out well in the end when one of the users, Z-Man warrior, apologized on the behalf of the other users. When I accepted the apology, a bigger weight was lifted off my shoulders since a gruesome feud has been brought to a well-deserved end (thanks again, Z-Man warrior)! .............. Unfortunately, my biggest weight, this beef Crazy has for me, has yet to be lifted off of me...

Recently, I tried to improve ties with his sister by paying a visit to her account and apologizing for making a scene about her brother on her account. Of course, when I said I was very sorry for how I acted, I wasn't even expecting her to forgive me! I know what I said was overly offensive, and I even had a hunch that she wasn't going to forgive me based on what she said to me after I made the scene and how her own brother...... However, I also wasn't expecting how she handled my apology! She didn't even respond to it! All she did was hide my apology, said something like "Bwa-ha-ha-ha-ha,"and ad me to her blocked user list (I wish to give the DA user who thought of that feature a good piece of my mind)! ......... The issue here isn't whether or not she forgives me for what I said on her page (she could even say "if you think that simply apologizing is going to fix all your problems, then you got another coming, buster" for all I care), but rather how she responded to my apology........ She didn't even give me an actual response at all! Not only does Crazy and his wacko sister reject apologies, but they are also extremely ignorant about what an apology is! Alright! That's going to be the last time I'm going to apologize to the likes of them! If they expect me to at least say a simple sorry to them, then they should get down on their knees and beg me to say things like that!

As for Crazy Koopa, I cannot stand for someone who was once so devoted to me turn against me and treat me like the worst creature on the planet! For the longest time, I tried everything I could think of to get him to be my friend again! I tried apologies, threats, bad mouthing, begging, and even asking the friends I already have to help me out...... Unfortunately, nothing I tried ever seems to make a difference. Heck, some of those attempts just made things worse! ............... Alright... If he just wants to see me as an enemy and we must live in a world where we can no longer be friends, then so be it! .......... However, if we must be enemies, then it should be natural that we fight to see who can outdo each-other by creating the best fan fictions, artwork, animations, comics, etc. Of course, this will be our battle alone, so no one else should join or be forced to enter this fray! That mean no relatives (in including Crazy's sister), friends (that means you, P.T., because I don't want you to be caught in a terrible struggle that could have serous consequences), enemies, moderators, administrators, acquaintances, and other innocent bystanders should be let in on this horrible feud! The only people who should be a part of this is Crazy Koopa and I! In fact, I'm even going to unblock Crazy to allow him to have a say in all this. As long as it isn't an admin threat or an attempt to drag somebody into this feud, I could care less......


............... Of course, I do have this feeling that maybe this might be going to a bit of extremes and probably isn't going to end too well.... In fact, maybe I should let P.T. also have a say in this to see what he thinks. In fact, it probably wouldn't be too smart to start a battle I might have a good chance of losing. Besides, P.T. has been excessively patient with all my shenanigans, and I don't want to execute a choice that will sap him of such patience! In fact, I am unimaginatively grateful that I have a good friend like him. Not only is he a creative and hilarious writer, but he's also very intelligent, mature, understanding, patient, flexible, and an extremely nice guy to boot! With this in mind, I should just hold on to the friends I already have, make sure my old grudges remain in their graves, deal with only one enemy against me, make friends when I have the chance, and live my web life with a spring in my step. It will be hard as long as I know Crazy still lingers on the internet and continues to hate me, but I better try to pull myself together over that....... However, it will be also hard if I keep on spending my web life on multiuser sites that are dictated by admins and where making enemies (as well as friends) is actually quite easy to do. If it wasn't for those two major threats, I would be able to function and prosper in peace, which is why I'm now considering a new idea!

When I was still a Lemmy's Land user, none of these problems ever happened to me while I was there! With the tendency to make more friends than enemies, the Koopa Vote and Super Koopa reward system, a strong policy against swearing and other mature content, and the kindest webmaster you'll ever meet (I'm talking about Lemmy Koopa), Lemmy's Land is hands down one of the most perfect web sites on the entire internet! .............. Unfortunately, the only catch is the site is restricted to Mario based ideas....... Luckily, my idea is going to disregard that restriction and put those good qualities that makes Lemmy's Land the top web site to good use because I'm going to make my own web site! ............. Yeah, you heard me right! I'm going to make my own web site! A web site that doesn't have sour admins or the risk of making enemies! ........ And the best part is that pretty much anyone can post almost anything they want on it! They don't have to just post Mario stuff like on Lemmy's Land! It'll be the best project I ever created! Plus........ I have a surprise for P.T. that I think he's going to like a lot!

With this new web site, I don't think I will no longer have the use for going onto web sites, such as DA and Lemmy's Land, anymore......... Don't get me wrong! I might still post things on the sites I "leave" behind (especially if a fan requests it)! it's just that maybe I should spend my time on a web site that I get to call the shots. Anyway, while I work on a project I'll do before I get started on my new web site, I would like to thank all these people on the web from the bottom of my heart...

P.T. Piranha - For being my most tried and true web friend and sticking with me this far!

Lemmy Koopa - For giving me my first big break on the internet and having his web site be the inspiration for my new web site!

Crazy Koopa - For once being the one of my best web friends and my biggest fan until a certain web site and a few careless mistakes of mine changed all that...

Todd the Boo - For introducing me to a certain web site that changed my life for the better and worse..... Although it was a bad thing introduce me to a place that would mess with my life, I still give him credit for introducing a place I can easily post anything I want and liked as much as hated.

Plokman - For being a new web friend of the certain web site for P.T., Crazy, and I to hang out with and being another P.T. Piranha in my eyes!

G.B.A - For being not only a great and humorous comic maker but also being a good web friend to me!

Z-Man Warrior - For ending a grudge that wasn't good for both sides of it and helping me completely move on from the certain web site!

If there's anyone else who wants to be thanked by me, just ask me and I'll do it for you!

(Note: This journal wasn't meant to insult any user from the site I left a while back. As a matter of fact, I barely mention that place or its users anymore these days.)